I saw the brown truck pull up to the house while I worked in my yard, and as the driver stepped out I found myself looking at him in an entirely different way. So, I ordered a 7" cock shaped dildo and a butt plug. Not only that, but I never ever had a finger in my ass, and now I'm looking for a fake cock or plug to stick in my ass. I think he was just poking fun at the new guy in the room, but after I got done, I started looking at dildos and butt plugs. I mentioned that I had never seen another man's cock in a sexual situation, one of the guys I was talking to suggested I get a toy to play with and practice with before trying to meet with the real thing. Chatting with other people have only excited me more. I found the chat room section of the site and the curiosity of what other guys say about other guys got the best of me and I signed up. It didn't matter if it was an older or younger man just the thought of being used by a man for the first time always fueled a furious jack off for me. My masturbation fantasies became more and more about me being seduced and taken for the first time with another man. The more stories I read in the first time section, the more I began to search for the first time gay tag, and then began reading as many of the stories in the gay male section every time I visited Literotica. Never in my life had I thought about having a sexual encounter with another man. I almost didn't finish the story at first, but for some reason my dick seemed harder than ever as I thought about putting myself in the place of the man being seduced. It was about a guy who was seduced into gay sex for the first time. Until I came across a story in the first time section. I moved from straight to first time, to anal, to BDSM, to lesbian, but for some reason I avoided the transgendered and gay sections. I began reading the straight stories and found them to be hot, I moved around the site and discovered many new ideas about what makes people happy and sexually satisfied. After a few months, passed I started to surf the web for porn and stuff, I came across Literotica.
Till now, I had never thought about sex with anyone else. I'm a 64-year-old man recently widowed after 40 years of marriage to a wonderful woman. This is a first attempt at putting into words the fantasy that keeps going through my head.